On 888 Poker, there's webcam MTTs. They are really soft, and the people just play purely for fun.

Lately there has been a sick curse on me, where I lose on the FT bubble due to a sick beat, or on the FT due to a horrible cooler.

So I'm just doing my thing, cruising along sitting pretty on a 205k stack (20.25BB) 3 handed at the final 2 tables. This one guy who has 220k shoves into me every blind, and the other guy is sitting infront of his cam like he's top shit with his friends, and slowrolls the hell out of people.

So then I get AQ. Blinds are 5000/10000. I open for 23895. The spew in the BB who shoves into me every hand BVB shoves into me and I see him look worried behind his cam. I snapcall with AQ. He wheels over AJ. The pots 430k, and this is for 1/2-1/3 of the chips in play. If I win this I can bink my first ever MTT, right?

The board runs out. 3 3 2 5 …………………… J

I look at the two players who are sitting behind their webcam. The guy who thinks hes top shit with his friends is laughing his ass off and sharing fist bumps with his buddies having finally popped his final table cherry. The other guy is spamming “TY TY TY TY TY TY” in the chat while fistpumping and laughing his ass off. I'm just sitting infront of my computer in shock. The lesson I've learned from this is never to play cam tourneys if you can't handle tilt. I am a tilty fucker, and I hate people who spam TY when they win a pot, and nobody says nh. It's 4:39AM, and I have go to sleep with the image of that bald idiot fistpumping when the pot was shoved his way. No class, no appology, no unlucky, just “TY TY TY TY” Tilt is more then kicking, it's eating my head off. I hope to bink an MTT soon so this can be cured. Been on 4 FTs lately, and lost them all due to horrible beats and horrible plays by opponants, such as calling off with 44, flatting 11bb with 10 8 in a turbo and hitting top two vs my AA etc etc. This is why I always played sit n gos I guess.

/vent