Wow, this year has sucked online and LIVE.  My volume has been down because of my career (not poker)  

This year, I had a small cash at Parx Casino in Jan ($280 from a daily)  All bricks in huge events at Borgata & Parx.  Was bricking everything online as well.  In May had 2 very nice cashes on Borgata.com  took 4th at FT of Sunday Major & 12th the following week in same.  

Then this weeks 100k at Sugarhouse.  had a horrible day 1, went 2 bullets to bag a bad 22k  145 out of 151 going to day 2.  I busted 2 hands in Day 2, but was able to buy into day 2 & get 100k in chips.  Well, from there I was crushing.  Made it deep with a big stack most of day. 

Dinner break w/ 21 left.  1st was 31k.  I was gtd $800 at this point.  Someone was talking chop for $6000.  I was kinda one of the few saying NO.  But one of the chip leaders said no.  Down to 18 and I was short.  A few still wanted deal, but the clowns with NO CASHES ever said play.  Made no sense to me.  Seemed like most wanted the chop.  I had to work the next day at 8am and it was getting late.  Now, I doubled and crushing again.  Went from short to top 3.  The CL was a pain.  Kept asking him to name your price and lets go home.  He just wasn’t saying.  I kinda said I would be fine with 14k.  That got others talking.  No real deal ……….. THEN I get fucked.  Old guy I know opens. I’m in BB w/ AK, thinking of the chop I just flat.  AJ3 flop, he bets I call, T turn and his SHIPS….. I snap.  he has AT to my AK.  I’m mad at myself and everyone else.  Now they want to chop.  Unreal.  I go from 14k or so to 9th place for $6500  I blame myself for playing that hand & calling that stupid overbet.  But oh well.  

Was happy to get 5/6th money when I could have has 1900 for 12th.